Bye…. (e)
angelblaze83 posted on January 10th, 2008

I write this with a tug or two in my heart.. I was never close to her… But when i found out she was gone, i couldn’t help feeling sad.. I went to university with her, attended the same classes with her, but never hung out.. We moved in different circle of friends… But whats certain is that, whenever we bumped into each other on the streets in UK, we’d say hello, how’s everything and all.. In fact, since we came back to Malaysia, i never bumped into her at all… It’s a shame i never got to know her better.. In a way i regret not going to her memorial service, but me being me, i stupidly couldn’t find my way to Subang, and never thought of asking any of my friends whether they were going there.. Stupid as usual… I hate my lack of navigational skills, not being able to find my way around easily..

I know she IS loved by many, and i know she will be missed by many.. I cannot imagine how her family is dealing with it.. I cannot imagine how her close friends are dealing with the loss of a best friend.. But i trust, with God’s strength and comfort, they will deal with it in their own way.. Rest in peace Shu Zanne.. God, please give me the privilege of a second chance in getting to know her better the next time we meet..