I have so neglected you!
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(0) Flying Pigs Oinked (e)
angelblaze83 posted on April 26th, 2008
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I was talking to Winn the other day on facebook.. (facebook has this really new feature where you can chat with peeps online as well now) and i was saying.. gosh..its been ages since i last blogged.. i thought i would have more time on my hands once i finished the gruelling part of my career but i am sadly mistaken.. I have now come to realization that i am and will always be busy.. I was also telling Winn how bad i feel for not visiting all of you.. But she said “Aiyah thank God for facebooklor…then we know you haven’t mati yet..” hahahahha… i am thanking my lucky stars i am still in contact with those whom i got to know when i first started blogging.. You know who you are!! I am so not popular now.. like SO NOT popular! No one visits anymore!! hahaha…
Question: If i sell stuff here, would people bother buying it? Some of my old stuff which may seem cool to others!
Its been a tough couple of months.. With juggling files and trying hard not to screw up.. Work just keeps piling..and the heart just keeps becoming distant and colder from the job.. Not sure what it is, but i think the realization has finally set in that i may not be quite suited for the job.. I have always wanted a career change.. but its so hard trying to make the decision.. WHY? Its annoying me alot.. Day in, Day out, I kind of dread going to work. But I still do my job because i am paid to.. But i was posed this question by a friend one day..Why are you doing this job? I said I am doing it for the money. Not because of the passion and zeal for it anymore, but for the money.
The parents disapprove.. They don’t show it, but deep down i think they feel my degree is a waste.. All the money and studying.. The boyfriend thinks that i can’t do it.. his own personal opinion is that i am not suited for the job..He thinks that the office environment, air-cond, own room, high speed internet connection is my cup of tea..But my heart and passion has always been to do humanitarian work..I want to be on the field.. Work with an NGO, disaster relief, United Nations if possible..(though thats quite out of my league because i haven’t had enough training or expertise or skill) as long as i know i am doing something for the cause.. I have so much passion in wanting to help people. But that’s not seen by others. I keep telling the parents and the boyfriend, whats the point in me going against all odds to look for a job in this field, if not for the fact i truly have the passion in wanting to make a difference and help those in need.. It kinda hurts that the boyfriend doesn’t think i can make it, but i suppose in some ways he knows me..
I am quite determined to prove him wrong.. Just don’t know how.. and when it would be…
